For a Love that never was and For the two years that seem not like it...

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For the work which seemed so trivial, but has given me so much more:

Ok, so I have been living the nocturnal life for more than 2 years now... (just turned 2 last September 1) Because of that I probably earned more than 100 thousand by this time, bought a couple of high-end gadgets with those earnings, met people who became special, I know who I will never forget , travelled to places with people other than my family,able to buy the things I want, got my first credit card, got into debt because of that, discovered myself, found out I can be a bitch too, was able to discover the talent of multi-tasking (such as eating while talking to a customer; listening to a customer while making small talk with your friends) fell inlove (i think), learned to rationalize who might be wrong for me and who might be right, is trying to learn how to accept that fact....

I can go on and on with the things that I unraveled because of working at PS, but this blog would not be enough for that. I sure am thankful for this opportunity that God gave me.

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...and for the love that will never be (because I say so, ok?)

HOW CAN I FALL?

Give me time to care, the moments here for us to share
Still my heart is not always there
What more can I say to you

Could I lie to you, Im just too
weak to face the truth
Now I know I should make a move
What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just wont give me
reasons

When you just wont give me
reasons at all

When all faith is gone, I fight
myself to carry on

Yet I know of the harm I do, what
more can I say to you

Now I hold this line, I know the
choice to leave is mine
I cant help what I feel inside

What more can I say

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just wont give me reasons
When you just wont give me reasons at all

Ill follow through, Ill see I do
When the time is more right for you

Ill make that move, and when I do
Will I doubt again, the way I do

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just wont give me reasons at all

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just wont give me reasons
When you just wont give me reasons

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just wont give me reasons
When you just wont give me reasons

Just wont give me reasons
Just wont give me reasons at all

How can I fall, I fall, I fall
How can I fall for you

How can I fall, how can I fall
When you just wont give me reasons
When you just wont give me reasons